WORST DAY EVER!!!

Like I said in my previous post I have had a lot going on in my personal life so I have not been on my game when it comes to school. This day for clinic I attended a funeral procession before hand and was about an hour late to begin. My son Andon was my patient for that day and I brought my 2 year old son Trevin to watch and see if he would be willing to be a patient in the future. I thought I would get a feel of how he would do so I could see if it would be a waste of my time to bring him in as a real patient. When I got there I was an emotional wreck and so flustered but tried to hold myself together. Andon hopped up in the chair and was the greatest patient!! I was so proud of him. Instructor Caldwell was so helpful and encouraging so I would have the confidence to complete him in one appointment. Trevin was being so good sitting in his stroller watching us and his movie. Things were going pretty well. Then I decided to take BWX on Andon and we went into the lab. I took Andon's xrays and as I was developing them Trevin came over to me to tell me he had pooped and wasn't feeling well. He then threw up! I was so humiliated! I didn't know what to do! When I explained the situation to instructor Caldwell she was so understanding and told me it would just take a few minutes to finish Andon up so his scaling would count but I had wiped off his info on my laminated charts. At that point I started to tear up. I couldn't believe my day! Instructor Caldwell and Karen then came to my rescue telling me that I could quickly probe again since he only had 8 teeth to probe and then just quickly reevaluate and get him done. I rushed out to the waiting room where my kids were and got them. Andon was so good to sit up in the chair and let me probe again and then have Caldwell check him. I was so proud of him and felt so bad for Trevin and humiliated and upset for myself!! A roller coaster of emotions to say the least! In the end I got my first 1A done and that is what matters! Goal for next time is to not have throw up anywhere around and to learn to keep my personal emotions bottled up better!!